this week seems super long. looooong and draaaaaggy. seems like everyone received their letters from the universities already. except for me. i'm worried. very very worried. a part of me wan the letters to come asap. another part dun wan to see the letters come at all. the fear of rejection. how cruel. yes i pray. tat You'll do the miracle for me. please Lord.

after all that, i realised tat i've been running away from you all along. the heart is willing but the flesh is weak. it just seems so hard to take the first step. the first step to relight the burning lame that i used to have for you. now i've taken the first step. not going to stop now.
saved by Your mercy
finding Your grace
totally surrender to Your embrace

i finally saw him. finally. after the damn long wait. and i realise how horrible home team academy is. bad bad influence on my boy. he's already bad enough and now he's worse. grrrrr.
and haha. yesterday's joke.

me: so u got BIG ego huh. huge ego lah. the size of the sun. even bigger den the earth.
he: *suck in air and push up his chest to demostrate how big his ego is. and seems to be pondering on something. and then he laughs*
me: wat? wat's so funny?
he: oh i was just thinking abt the size of the sun and earth.
me: nonono. the earth is bigger den the sun. *sacarsm*

well. he wasnt sure whether the sun is bigger den the earth or the earth bigger den the sun. hahahaha. shows something. boys go ns = become stupid. wahaha. wat ricky said was true. "they shave off ur hair. along with ur intelligence also." hahaha.
baby u're sooo smart. :)
thank you for being there for me. i'll hang on tightly on u, for you. LLR.
happy 2 years 4 mths anni. heh.